Monday, 25 February 2013

Is my heart open or closed?



Today's reading is set at the well in Samaria, when Jesus asks a Samarian woman for a drink of water.  (John 4:5-15)

I used the Gospel Contemplation form of prayer, where after reading the passage a couple of times, I close my eyes and immerse myself in the scene.

I became the Samarian woman.  It was scorching hot out, full sun, midday.  As I approached the well and saw a strange man there, I became uneasy and wary.  I noticed that no one else was around, and I wasn't sure if I was safe.

Then the man spoke to me.  I dared not look at him.  He asked me for a drink of water.  I was shocked!  Was this a trick?  What was his motive?  Surely this man did not need my help, I thought.  Why is he speaking to me anyways?  His kind don't speak to my kind; it's just unheard of.

But then I noticed that I didn't sense any danger.  I didn't feel threatened, and there were no bad vibes on my radar.  I considered his request.  I trusted my instincts and let down my guard.  I looked at the man before me.

He looked like a kind man, and he looked very thirsty.  I filled up my bucket and gave it to him to drink.



Summary:

At first I was shaken up by the situation because of what I perceived to be happening, based on my biases and assumptions.  My heart was closed and judgmental.  I was full of doubt and skepticism.

When I looked through the lens of my heart, I saw a humble, gentle man who was truly thirsty and in need of my help.  I had a bucket, and he did not.  I had access to something that he needed, and there was more than enough for us to share.  When I opened my heart, I felt compassion, kinship, and a call to service.  I helped my brother because I wanted to, and because I could.

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